Changes VS comfort zone

my life have been entirely changing and changing since SPM. went college for a year and it went well. good friends, good memories. at that time everything seems so good, i dont need to worry about anything anything because everything is provided and arranged properly for me. 
i felt so comfortable about the things around me until i have problems adapting back in my hometown after i graduated. 
i guess u will be thinking... : you gonna be kidding me? ipoh is your hometown pls. you born there hello?! 
but after weeks, it all went well. BUT with one question in mind that keep me thinking 24/7. 

soo. you have finished your college, what you gonna do next viv?

ohyes. This is hard. I must think well, filter well and most of all listen what the Lord trying to tell me about my future. and of course it took me months to thought about it. CHECKED..

During this transition period, i actually made plans on what i should do. so here it goes: learn to drive and get a job in ipoh. continue to equip yourself the bible knowledge and be active in church! 
soo i happily joined the young adult cell and even still chilling in youth service... and even found a job. so u will be guessing that it all goes well again right? but no. because of an car accident i got into on the 3rd day of work, the original game plan changed. i have to drop everything back in ipoh and head back KL even before my uni starts.
so again from the comfort zone that i just created was vanished and booom i need to adapt again.

well, after 2 weeks of my stay here with new job,new routine and not so much of privacy... i m still adapting. nothing good,nothing bad. 

comfort zones and changes go in circles. things keep changing went the time comes and this is how we will grow mentally and also spiritually. 

Persist on, vivien. 

Lord, keep me by your side. I need you.



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